well if u guys what to know it is a off-topic mainly…
whats on with me this week and why i am not present on the forum for some 7 to 8 days…
well what happened is:
i lost my grandmom on 22 november
so its been pretty depressing
My sympathies.
My condolences.
I lost my father some months ago 
She was just 67
she was suffering from viral bronchites and didnt tell anybody that…her lungs got filled with water and she was unable to pass urine and she was unable to get or do anything…one day unknowingly she passed motion on the bed…then outside the hospital she got a mild attack and survived on the vetilator for some in ICU…she was recovering and was shifted to general ward…then on 22 november 11:15 am a second heart attack this time major and she passed away…doctors were unable to save her
my grandma was my support my teacher my dearest friend closest to my heart…
so according to hindu mythology we have stay for 13 days at my grandmas place to complete all customs…
My condolences to tech
I appreciate that.
My father passed away in a very similar process.
thanks for u u peoples support
i am feeling a lot better now…